James is away at JRTC, which only means one thing (besides being miserable for a month)… his deployment is quickly coming up. It hasn’t really sunk in yet. I can’t grasp that he’ll be over there. I can’t grasp that I won’t be able to see him, or touch him, or hear him in person for months at a time… I don’t want to think about how broken the communication will be. I’m losing it just thinking about it.
I give him so much shit all the time. I just want him to know how much I L O V E him. He is my best friend, and without him… well, I don’t know. I don’t want to imagine “without him.” Ever.
This is what it is like to be completely head over heels in love with someone, and it has been the best two years and nine months of my short little life.